I feel her pain. I've been there. Many, many times. I know how it feels to practically drool for a nicotine fix, to fire one up and inhale deep, deep into the lungs.
Too many times, I've succumbed to that desire. I've gone to a convenience store, overpaid for a whole pack of Camel Lights just to fire one up, just to taste that first long drag of smoke. And then I despise myself for it.
Just know, Jeneane, that you're not alone. I wish convenience stores sold single cigarettes just for such occasions, when all you need is one -- or part of one -- to fulfill that desire.